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Oh hey Thursday. 
I'm so happy it's the end of the week tomorrow. 
It sucks how all of sudden my weekend is looking super busy though :/
I hope I actually get to relax at least for a few hours this weekend. 

This week has been kind of lame. People have been annoying me greatly. It's those times when you can't say to them your opinion of something because you'll seem like a bad person. It sucks. 
Plus other things have been on my mind. There's so much going on in my head lately, I feel like if one more 'issue' rises, I will lose my fricken mind. Let's hope it doesn't happen. 
I've been looking into ways of getting some stress out of my life. Been exercising more (as much as I can at the moment since my body is still recovering from the flu) Going for runs, working with my weights, and I recently signed up for a free 20 pass to a gym that my friend Coral goes to. I'm planning to get her to kick my ass next week. Let's hope I stay with it. To be honest, I'm not really into this whole fitness thing for losing weight. I'm actually pretty happy with where I am. I just love how you feel when your healthy. You have more energy and seem happier. For me anyway.
I've also been spending more time with my family. It feels good. We're organizing our basement at the moment since my brother plans to move down there this summer. It will be weird to have our basement renovated. It's been a scary cement place for the longest time haha. 
Going for drives is another thing I love doing. I make a cd with some of my favorite music and I hit the road. I have my own secret little spots that I love going to. It helps to clear my head. I sometimes get the strong desire to want to keep driving. Just keep going and see where I end up. It sounds fun and exciting. Maybe one day.  

I can't believe it's supposed to snow/rain this weekend again! I'm sick of this weather. I want sunshine. Especially since Ryan and I will be fishing this weekend. Either way I know we'll have a fantastic time. We always have a great time together. When we're out we're always laughing. It feels like I'm with my best friend. We joke around and make eachother smile non-stop. I'm so lucky to have a guy in my life that I can call a best friend. (Ew, I'm so mushy haha)

May 3rd

May 3rd....I will get to see....Luke Bryan....8 rows from the stage.
If you know me, you know my obsession for country music and Luke Bryan's ass. haha.
Coral and I have been non-stop texting eachother since we bought the tickets. We couldn't be more excited for it. Thank god we don't have to wait that long.
AHH! I just can't wait. SO. EXCITED.

It's Monday already?

So, it's Monday already. I feel like this weekend went by way too fast. Being super sick and all, all I've done for the past week has been laying in bed. Yesterday was the only day I actually went out and did something. Made me super tired but it was nice to get out. Ryan and I went to Wholesale sports and I exchanged my wading boots for the right size. Our old friend Ray was working. So we chatted with him for a bit and shopped around. I love that store. A bit pricey but I always want to buy all the things when I'm in there. Definitely not good for my wallet. Then we had lunch and did some grocery shopping.
Other than that things have been pretty uneventful.
Oh ya, today marks 2 years of me and Ryan dating. Holy crap eh? 2 years. Since we're both still feeling under the weather, we're saving our celebration for when we're better. We plan on going fishing and then dinner at our favorite restaurant. Sounds like a perfect day to me <3 
I love the guy. I'm a very special girl to have spent two years with him and I'm excited for the next 100! :P

Love Day!

Happy Valentines Day everyone!
I just feel like writing a post about how great of a morning I had today. I got to wake up next to my awesome boyfriend, then drive home and go for a run with my awesome puppy. I then had coffee with my awesome family and watched the news for a bit and chatted about nonsense. It seemed to be a good morning for them as well because we were all laughing and having a great time. We even decided to rearrange our living room together since we're getting new couches this weekend. Usually, moving furniture and all deciding on the same thing wouldn't end very nicely in a family of four haha. But we were all having a great time and it worked out awesome. I'm excited to see how these new couches are going to look! 
Then, I had to drive to the bank to deposit my cheque (yay payday!) and the drive there and back was so beautiful. It was warm and sunny and I even drove with the window open and my favourite tunes playing. Couldn't wipe the smile off my face. Got me so excited for summer! Only a few months away! When I got back home I started to get ready for work and remembered that I had a Valentines day card from my friend Kelsey that I saved for today. So I teared it open! Good lord that woman is good at making me cry happy tears! I can't wait till she's home. Just a month away!!
Anywhoo, I'm at work now and there is only 3 and a half hours left.
Then it's home time.
Let's hope this post didn't jinx anything! haha
Happy weekend Y'all!
<3

"Just as free; free as we'll ever be" -ZacBrownBand

I realized the other day that I am a lot different then most of my friends. 
The words that I keep hearing people say these days seem to always revolve around buying a house, getting married, having kids...
I'm not really like that. I love my boyfriend and I'm so happy that we both share these same opinions.
I've never been one to rush into big things. Buying clothes and things I don't need, that I might rush into haha. But I guess I'm just one of those girls who just don't understand it. You know, that desperate rush that if your not married or own a house before your 30...well then that's just weird. You know, save your money! Don't be reckless! Think for the future!
No. 
What if I die tomorrow? What if I find out I only have a week to live? I refuse to let my mind let go of its freedom and become overwhelmed with the thought that I'm too broke to live. What is living anyway? Is it really settling down? I guess for some people it is. I really shouldn't generalize it like I am. I'm sure a lot of people look at me and wonder why I don't see it the other way. But I just don't.
Sure, I wouldn't mind having a big ol' house and some kiddies and a pretty rock on my finger. And I very much appreciate when a person can devote their time and money into saving and planning. But my world doesn't revolve around it and I won't be heart broken if I don't get it. I just won't. 
Ryan, my boyfriend, is the guy that I want to share the rest of my life with. and if we never have fancy things or become millionaires, we're okay with that. We love each other and we always will. I have my family, my friends, a job that I love (except for a few things at the moment haha) and the rest of my life, however long that may be, to enjoy these things. 
Who knows, maybe one day I'll be someone who wants those big things. But in a way I hope I don't. Because I feel that if I get too caught up in that, I'll lose who I am. I'll lose that freedom. 
Also, I'm only 23!! Do I really know what I want? haha.
My parents didn't buy their first house until I was 10 and they turned out just fine, they are still very much in love and happy with life <3