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Oh hey Thursday. 
I'm so happy it's the end of the week tomorrow. 
It sucks how all of sudden my weekend is looking super busy though :/
I hope I actually get to relax at least for a few hours this weekend. 

This week has been kind of lame. People have been annoying me greatly. It's those times when you can't say to them your opinion of something because you'll seem like a bad person. It sucks. 
Plus other things have been on my mind. There's so much going on in my head lately, I feel like if one more 'issue' rises, I will lose my fricken mind. Let's hope it doesn't happen. 
I've been looking into ways of getting some stress out of my life. Been exercising more (as much as I can at the moment since my body is still recovering from the flu) Going for runs, working with my weights, and I recently signed up for a free 20 pass to a gym that my friend Coral goes to. I'm planning to get her to kick my ass next week. Let's hope I stay with it. To be honest, I'm not really into this whole fitness thing for losing weight. I'm actually pretty happy with where I am. I just love how you feel when your healthy. You have more energy and seem happier. For me anyway.
I've also been spending more time with my family. It feels good. We're organizing our basement at the moment since my brother plans to move down there this summer. It will be weird to have our basement renovated. It's been a scary cement place for the longest time haha. 
Going for drives is another thing I love doing. I make a cd with some of my favorite music and I hit the road. I have my own secret little spots that I love going to. It helps to clear my head. I sometimes get the strong desire to want to keep driving. Just keep going and see where I end up. It sounds fun and exciting. Maybe one day.  

I can't believe it's supposed to snow/rain this weekend again! I'm sick of this weather. I want sunshine. Especially since Ryan and I will be fishing this weekend. Either way I know we'll have a fantastic time. We always have a great time together. When we're out we're always laughing. It feels like I'm with my best friend. We joke around and make eachother smile non-stop. I'm so lucky to have a guy in my life that I can call a best friend. (Ew, I'm so mushy haha)